小時了了

      I don't know what's wrong with me. But I just felt a little bit sorrow about this afternoon. I just can't accept the true that I did such a horrible thing! I feel really upset and even irritate to myself. How could I be so cruel? I don't understand it. Maybe I'll find out the answer someday, I wish. At this moment, all I can do is to feel sorry to you. The more regretful I am, the more nowhere I'm going to. It's so conflicting, isn't it?

      I wish that one day I could carry out the problem I've already made. Keeping feeling bad, I just can't wait to wait for another wait! And another wait I did… I've gotten so much nervous. I'm afraid of the fact that you won't say a word to me anymore. I've known that I DID wrong! But I just don't have the courage to give my apologize to you in person. Just hope you can comprehend my awkward colors.

      Next Monday, I'll do my best, then. You know, I really cherish our precious friendship. And I believe you do, too. Don't let such a queer reason interfere it! How I wish we can be as happy as before, as natural as elder times! Will you forgive me?